So I moved out of my fiances parents and back to my parents and I am kicking my ass for it. I love…

So I moved out of my fiances parents and back to my parents and I am kicking my ass for it. I love my fiance to death but we get a long for a few days then its a battlefield in the house and he was all in my face yelling at me at the top of his lungs all because he didnt believe I was walking or being active. He was calling me lazy and blaming me for my body not progressing. I just couldnt hold it in I was shaking and crying because he got pretty violent but not on me. He now has a hole in his door that him and his father put in less than a year ago. They spent well over 3 hours shaving that door down to fit in the house. I just didnt want to be with him anymore but in that moment. Now that I am away I just want him and I want to sleep next to him like I have been for 9 months pretty much. I do not want to do this alone and I am praying that this will make him realize that he needs to grow up and figure shit out. He wants me to stay at his house after the baby is born so he can spend the first few weeks with him nonstop. I feel like a piece of shit and I feel like I am taking away his son but at the same time I just want him to grow up. I feel so depressed and out of place at my parents. I have everything in piles on my bedroom floor with no idea where everything should go. I am due sunday and have a drs appointment tuesday afternoon. I do not want to go into labor on my own anymore and I want to have to be induced thursday because at least he can be there. My mom is all for me having my son at the hospital in tampa but my dad thinks we are stupid for even try to do that because of possible traffic. I am just so depressed and I have no idea what to do anymore. I didnt want any of this.