well thank you that makes me feel a little better that I'm not the only one that feels this way! @mamabear071116 I love taking a bath with my babies for some reason I feel that's how I bond with them like skin to skin when they are little.

same here girl your not alone !! i to am jealous of those that can do it i wish i could both in same boat as you mama. its ok it doesn't make us any different mom than those that can and we still have other ways to bond with the baby ! @sandra01

@mamabear071116 right!! like it's a mental thong for me I mean im not putting it down in anyway and I'm glad women can do it I'm jealous cause I just can't get over the state of mind to do it. others feel closer to there child and I just don't feel that way... and I also have ptsd from my first and now pregnant again I have it bad again. I feel guilty cause I feel selfish

honestly I'm sane way and feel guilty about this all the time ! i personally have ptsd and i cant get over breast feeding i wish i could but mentally i cannot ! 😧