Well WE did it. getting pregnant my senior year was far from expected. and after being told by counselors, professors, family and friends I should just stop going and pick up in a year or so, I was even more determined to make it. I gave birth 4 days before finals week, I went and took my finals the day after I got home from the hospital bc I didn't want the sympathy and I was determined to prove to everyone that I was going to get it done. started my last quarter when my baby was 2 weeks old, and yes leaving him was by far the hardest thing, and having to be so focused on my school work I felt he was getting the short end of the stick, I had to give up breastfeeding bc I wasn't home all hours of the day or had the time or even the energy to do so. but the outcome will make the past 3 months all worth it. through all the people who doubted, and questioned I graduated with my BA in psy! I am now an educated stay at home mom and my son has a better me. it was probably the hardest three months of my life, but knowing I am a better role model for my son is all that matters. I can now breathe!!
Being a stay at home mom is by far the hardest thing I've done. I love taking care of my baby so so much but I feel so unproductive and useless at times 😢😔
I work night shift, 6pm till 2am or later. My boyfriend works days, so he's gone when the kids get up. That puts me getting up early with the kids. I'm so over tired there are days that I can't function. I'mthinking about quitting. Letting my boyfriend go back to working 2 jobs (he likes it better that way). But that puts him not being home at all and me being home all the time. But he'll be happier and I'll have more sleep. I'm just not sure what to do. There's down sides with either choice.
The amount of support that I received from my sweet friends was phenomenal! Thank you to my friends from BB and all my new friends from ML. Racism is disgusting. It’s sad because it should NEVER happen. It’s even more sad that it occurs in 2019. When you know better, you DO better. The world will never be a better place if others continue to have a racism mindset. Thanks for having my back and standing with me through such a horrendous ordeal. My heart is full and my cup runneth over! I wish I c...
My baby girl does not let me do anything all day 😭 I'm lucky if everything is done before my s.o gets home , she cried so I pick her up to feed her and change her diaper and once she's on my breast she eats and I burp her put her down and she'll cry I get her again and she's on my breast not even latched on just smelling my boobs 😭 I'm like girl really lmao she wants me to carry her or be with her all day , girl I wish I could lmao
The hardest thing about this is not being able to take my baby home after I deliver. I'm trying to stay strong right now though so I can get through this delivery.
that's super awesome! very happy for you😊 and congratulations🎓@malikaidhmama