for those that have been following the updates on my son he is doing great. eating like a little piggy and getting healthier everyday. he was circumsized today and even with that happening he was still smiling at mommy and daddy. me however am having a hard time dealing with not having my baby with me and having to go to the hospital everyday and leave him everyday.
in the beginning i was told i couldnt hold my baby or pick him up. and even though i am now able to do a lot, from changing clothes, diapers, feeding, burping, and all that, the fact that i am doing it in a hospital setting is making me feel like im not being able to be the mom im supposed to be. i mean im there everyday for more than one or two hours. i hold him as much as i can but it is still so hard.
it's hard walking in and seeing him in a small bed with an iv line in his head and monitors hooked to him. its hard leaving him there with people he doesnt know and that dont sound like me or his father. i cant eat, i sleep a lot and i am having trouble pumping when i should because he isnt there to wake me. i feel like a part of me is missing. i know he will be coming home on Saturday but i have already had to have him there since the 10th. it's just so hard and please if you could spare a thought or prayer for me and my son, I would greatly appreciate it.
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yep, the only thing he got from me are my ears and nose. he is even darker than me. (not due to jaundice) but because his daddy is Native American.
My little guy looks just like his daddy too! Literally his mini me
@emkasting, thank you. he is perfect. i wish i could post a video of him. he was just smiling away. and he is just like his daddy, he burps and then smiles real big about it.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
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So its really over between me n him. Im angry n hurt. He block me from reaching out to him. Im so upset. So i want him to be punish for hurting me. What should i do? I have naked pics of him i want to put out. I want to call his job get him fired. Im so hurt. This is his first child n he dont even want to be here for the birth. 4 damn yrs n it come to this. What should i do? I want Revenge
i finally let him do it
I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates seeing me cover my face with make up when I can just wear mascara and eyeliner. He says it makes me look fake and he said he's not saying it to be mean, hes saying it because he cares. Im glad he's real with me. He says I have natural beauty. He says he doesn't like it when I dye my hair or wear make up because he loves my natural beauty. I know some girls feel as though that t...
@emkasting,