*crying as I'm typing this, no big deal*
While I was pregnant, people told me things that literally made me terrified to be a mom. From being told I'll never sleep again all the way to "what if he has colic?" But a year ago today, all of my fears went away. When I saw you nothing else in this world mattered. You could've kept me up all day & night crying, and I would love you more and more with every cry. Turns out, you were nothing like people made me believe you'd be. You were Easy to put on a schedule, only cried when you were hungry or tired and boy, you sure did love to sleep(still do, lol). You're daddy & I are beyond blessed to have such a healthy & happy baby boy. You're my baby & no matter how old you get, my baby you'll always be. I love you so very much, Chance. Happy Birthday, my handsome. 💚🎈🎉💙
061615 @ 5:48pm - 7lbs, 11oz & 21in long.
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away this afternoon. I fell asleep breastfeeding. Which ive done a million times. Ladies. I know how tiring you get. I cannot stress this enough. Dont sleep with your babies!!! Kache maddox espey. I love you more than life. You were loved. My first boy my love.
Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana.
Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋
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I really really hate the fact that I got stretch marks on my boobs. And it kinda bothers me when mommas tell me they are something to be proud of because it's my baby tattoos or my proof I was growing a miracle...I'm pretty sure once my son is in this world with me HE will be the proof I grew a miracle inside me. I know they try to make me feel better about it but there really is nothing beautiful about stretch marks! No matter how you put it.
You know what my wish would be? I have made such amazing friends on here, you ladies are as close to me as my own family. My wish would be to plan a meet up in about 1 years time we can all meet somewhere in the world with our little ones. Because we ALL will be blessed with our babies by then PMA! I would just love to meet you guys in person, your amazing. HUGS to all and mega baby dust to those trying
Happy Birthday Chance 😘💞😄🎈🎁🎂🎉🎊 You the #Big☝