8 weeks down, 32 to go... i dont know how im going to handle the rest of this pregnancy. i want this baby more than anything... all i want to do is sleep ALL the time, im always sick and i have no motivation to do anything. I feel terrible and keep wishing i had a time machine to fast forward all this and then feel horrible for wishing that because im extremely grateful for this opportunity to experience this miracle. i cant win 😩😩😩😩