I have no motivation to lose the weight because I feel comfortable the way I look. What I'm not comfortable with is the number on the scale and neither is my doctor... I feel like being home is such a burden because i get so irritated that I have to watch what I eat for every damn meal so I eat whatever I want and therefore feel even worse.... I cut out a lot of stuff I liked because they're high in sodium and I was giving myself props but I don't see how that matters anymore...