I've been feeling so depressed lately. And I cant really talk to anyone about it. no one who really honestly understands. I haven't seen the father of my baby in over a month. Because of our financial situation. He lives out of state. so I basically won't get to see him again until the baby is born. and it's so much more complicated than just that. but I miss him so much it kills me. I can't sleep at night anymore on top of being almost 40 weeks pregnant. I just want him to be here and hold me so bad. and I can't do anything about it 😢😢