I know a part of motherhood is not going out with friends and whatnot buuuut it's really starting to…

I know a part of motherhood is not going out with friends and whatnot buuuut it's really starting to get to me that I have no friends I never get out of the house but maybe 1 time every 2 weeks and I still take Abel with me which taking him with me isn't the problem the problem is that I feel like I'm going crazy being alone not having anyone to talk to , my boyfriend works long hours , and like I said I have no friends and the ones I do have have a lot going on. ):