Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Idk what to do at this point. I'm hurting a lot I have so much pain and pressure in my vagina and ass. My back is hurting me and I'm having contractions every 2-3 minutes. Everytime I go to the hospital they send me home. I'm in so much pain I'm crying with full blown tears now. I can not take it anymore my next appointment is Wednesday and my due date is Saturday. I am 3cm dilated but I know I'm dilated further now. They still won't admit me into the hospital I can not take this pain anymore. P...

I made it to 38wks! Just got home from my doctor's appointment and the midwife checked my cervix and I'm 3cm dilated and 70% effaced but apparently they won't admit me til I'm 6...which doesn't make any sense to me but hey I don't make the rules...

Cool cool....I'm 4cm dilated...that's no pressure on me 😂 lol

Birth Plan Rant

I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?