Sometimes I just need someone to be on my side for once! I get I'm hormonal, emotional and whatever else. But damn I've been through a lot this year and right now I'm just stressed out and ready to give up. I depended on my BD to take care of things while I relax and bring this baby into the world happy and healthy. As of now my baby girl has nothing! just a few things that she got at her baby shower Saturday. we've got 5 weeks or less until her arrival and I'm beyond upset. I know I shouldn't sweat the small stuff but I feel like we're on crunch time and I'm not prepared were broke. I've got 2 packs of diapers. and 2 older kids!!! Lord help me keep this little one safe and healthy.