You are not a bad mom or person for feeling the way you do.
Recognizing that you do is a very big good step. I had it too when my son was first born. Talking to your OB and also trying to connect with local groups are helpful. Let me know how I can help you and trust that in time the feeling will go away. ❤️❤️❤️

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
@mamapam, thank you