Okay, I am having really bad pain in my right side right under my boob. Its killing me! What could be causing this? it reminds me of a catch that you get when you have ran to fast but I havent done anything.
My doc is watching my blood pressure too, she told me if I ever feel dizzy or get bad headaches and if I ever get really bad pain in my right upper abdomen to call L&D right away. you should call..
Its not the first time, its like the third or forth time in the past month. I get really dizzy like, it was bad a week ago but its calmed down a little, was getting headaches and light headed but not so much anymore and my feet also swell pretty bad but figured that was from pregnancy. I did have high blood pressure two appointments ago. I think I might have had preeclampsia my last pregnancy but not sure because I didnt have prenatal care.
I guess sharing my personal info on here means having it used against me in a personal disagreement yes I was raped and no you have no right to use my daughter against me as a personal jab

tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it .
on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.


Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana.
Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋
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Okay.. Its 4:25 here and Im still hurting but a little worse. 😭😭