I'm currently sitting here staring off into space waiting for my son to cry.... he is sleeping in his big boy toddler bed and I'm proud he is and he sleeps there all night but I'm still wanting my baby boy back into my arms. He is 14 months almost and I feel like he doesn't need me anymore. I hate that I work 40 hours a week and have to be away from him and have to pay someone to watch him while I'm at that work when I would love to spend with him for free :( I usually have one day off per week and I use it to play catch up on the house. I feel like I don't ever spend enough time with him or play time. I feel horrible but it's what a working mom does I suppose. Also to make matters worse for him his new born brother will be here in 3 months that I do love that we are having but yet again I feel we are taking away something from him :( my poor baby I wish I could stay home but I can't. But currently hoping he is going to need mom tonight.... 😭