hopefully everything is ok hun

@lil_bigmama,

so now I'm supposed to be going to a high risk doctor to make sure everything is okay... but now if done things wrong its probably close to too late because of how long she waited. she shouldn't brush off her patients. especially patients who have medical backgrounds and who's mom always goes...my mom is a nurse, the passed 17 years. she knows her shit.

I told my doctor about an issue and it's been well established that the probable cause can't be determined until after pregnancy because the baby will throw off test results. So it'll vary. but she still tests over and over and she's confused as to why it keeps changing. so I told her at 18 weeks to send me to a high risk doctor and she dismissed me. she said that wasn't necessary and that everything was fine. just to be told that she wants to send me now, at 33 weeks, 6 weeks away from delivery, to a high risk doctor for the original purpose. She won't explain shit, she won't tell me shit, she rushes through appointments, and rushes me along. she stands so fucking close to me that it's creepy. I can tell you what she's eaten that day. That's how close, she should buy me dinner first if she's gonna be her chest to my shoulder kinda close.

what's going on hun