The one person I need/want most by my side I dropped off at detox and it broke my heart this morning so I could finally(after 6 months) focus on me and baby and make a better future for us. It hurts so bad and I can't do anything to keep my mind off him but remind myself he's better off where I left him... It was life or death. Anyone else dealing with an addict? It's crazy how badly they can hurt you yet you still love them so deeply.