The one person I need/want most by my side I dropped off at detox and it broke my heart this morning so I could finally(after 6 months) focus on me and baby and make a better future for us. It hurts so bad and I can't do anything to keep my mind off him but remind myself he's better off where I left him... It was life or death. Anyone else dealing with an addict? It's crazy how badly they can hurt you yet you still love them so deeply.
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He knows the program and what to do to get back on it, he just has to want it. It takes time. Hopefully he gets this time! It's the best place for him to be at, if you need to talk while he's gone feel free to message me 😘 you'll get through it, just keep your baby in mind at all times.
@alexislopez, he's been an addict for 15 years and to 6 rehabs, he just had 4 years cleans and went on a year run. I dropped him off at detox this morning and from there he will go to a program
He did, he had more than a year clean of heroin. He has 20 months now. Your BF is exactly right, I believe he wants to be a daddy and be there for you guys but he's fighting something so much stronger. Has he been in treatment at all?
Did he get sober before your son was born? My BF describes his addiction by "having him by the soul" and nothing else matter even though he wants nothing more than to be a daddy
So so sorry. ! Right now pray harder than you've ever prayed and focus on you and that baby ! I'm always here if you ever wanna talk !
Both me and my son's father are both recovering addicts. We have over a year clean so I know how it is on the other side if you ever need someone to talk to that gets the whole thing. Good luck to you mama!
@alexislopez, thank you 🙏🏼💞