so as ive been seeing ppl say rainbow baby i had to google it .

turns out im actually having a rainbow baby my self . i had a misscariage september 14th 2015 . just found out i was expecting again on my neices birthday april 29th 2016 .

i love my chid to the death of me already ive been taking it an easy this time around due to the fact that i have a bicornuate uterus :( and ill never beable to carry to full term breaks my heart . all because i know my child has to be in the nicu for a little while after he or she is born . well being a severe high risk pregnancy can be stressfull at times but i have to push the stress aside and just relax .

sometimes i think my boyfriend takes it more serious then i do because i am still suppose to exersise but he expects me to pick up everything do all the chores and do the laundry and put it away but you will not allow me to take a walk down the street to check the mail something has to give here .

sorry to vent .