ugh. . I really got hit with this post partum depression. I hate it. hopefully it will all go away soon.
@masonjim, I never been depressed and I don't want to take pills for this. I hope it all goes away. it's like I'm so uptight and sad about everything
This is exactly how I'm feeling today, it just hit me out of nowhere. & I've never felt so depressed before.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
That's exactly how I feel. My emotions are out of control. I'm so cooped up at home since I had baby & need to stay busy with something. I don't want to take pills either. This is nuts!😩@babypeanuts