I miss my mum :( I'm sick of asking her to come up though now, I don't drive and have to take the train with a 6 month old and a two year old (also a pram and a buggy and all the shit that comes with it) and it costs 25 quid each way! plus when I do go up I just seem to provide for her and then she ends up going out on the piss and I'm stuck in hers with kids on my own at OH don't really fit in with them! I ask her at least once a week and she always says yeah then changes her mind last min.. it's not even as if I need help. I just want to see my mum and have her see her bloody grandkids! :( :( fed up