got woken up by the potty break n my dream ..
so my dream it went like this,
I was talking to my boyfriend and telling him I can't wait until our son gets here n he was agreeing with me told he can't wait to hold,feed,change him n other things .. then I went to the restroom and a gush water came out all this pain cam out of no where and I was pushing n crying n trying to breath n I was screaming as loud as I can my boyfriend came running in was like "everything good looovveee" I was like heck no call 911 don't just look at me fucking do something n I have more pain n crying n here comes out my son n he didn't get stuck like my doctor said he (because my uterus is flat)
that's when I woke up having to go potty n started to cry 😢😍
sounds so beautiful 😢 I can't wait June 22nd it the day I will have c-section @lilbabyboy16
for an emergency c section. they do numb you really really really well. I was incredibly numb from right under my boobs, some in my hands and all below. they do a cold test to when you can start feeling it and when it stops, then they wait a few more minutes then they said to me, I just poked you with something really sharp were you able to feel it, you HAVE TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST!! when they start you just feel like you're being rocked side to side. once my baby was out I started getting super super nauseated and I told the anesthesiologist and he gave me more meds and a bag and I started throwing up when they were putting me back together. once you hear you're little baby cry for the very first time. you will cry hahaha. it was a little hard to cry cause everything was numb, but there's nothing nothing in the whole world more precious and more love you will feel than when you hear your little baby cry for the first time. I remember it so clearly it still brings me to tears to think about how much joy and love I already had for my little baby. it only takes an hour and it went by so fast. cherish every second of that moment. I wish I could go back and do it all again. it was beyond worth it. they had me up and walking later that day when my feeling started coming back in my legs. so sorry this is so long. but it really is the most amazing experience you will ever go through.
I agree with @studio.ghibli.mom23 C-section's are a breeze not as bad as everyone makes them seem
@studio.ghibli.mom23, I know I will but I'm nervous n scared out of my mind
thank you hun 😆