Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I want to do a maternity shoot but I've been a little nervous about it because I was plus size before pregnancy..and I didn't think I would have a "normal" pregnancy belly but this picture gave me so much hope! I will definitely be doing one now😁

Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my contractions would be strong for hours and it looked like I was gonna have a baby then everything just stopped so I got sent home. they said I have to wait till my appointment Wednesday so I can talk to my doctor about the next step. I HATE THIS 😢😢😩

I swear I don't have a normal husband. This pregnancy makes me wake up so aroused. I try to get him involved and he's like go shower.. wtfh. I've only been in the bed 😤. I need someone that is always ready to do SOMETHING ughhh. Freaking boring man.