Depressed always stay upset. Not happy about being pregnant. my 1 year old constantly stresses me out was on birth control and it didn't help. I raise my kids on my own it's tiring. I deal with shit both sides with my family. I feel like I'm not ever happy. I need a vacation away from everyone. What's the point of being around anyone if there just going to make you miserable.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
unfriend those people and move to another city. its about you and your kids. focus on yourself and what makes you happy. f★★ the rest of the world. also look you mops in your area and go be with moms that get you!! hope it gets better.