I need to rant.. I've been feeling so stressed lately.. I'm the only one waking up with Aaliyah…

I need to rant..

I've been feeling so stressed lately.. I'm the only one waking up with Aaliyah during the night, which I don't mind too much cause he works but I'm going to start working soon myself. He barely does anything. Every day he comes home and plays video games till he goes to bed. I'm getting impatient and very angry with him. I've expressed my feelings constantly . Well we have a new issue that came up. His family goes to Michigan every year to go swimming and what not. Well the girl that he cheated on me with will be there, with her daughter and boyfriend , let me remind you thy she was talking to my boyfriend still dating hers. She's his moms boyfriend daughter, so she's always around. Well idiocies winding feel comfortable going anyways, but our daughter will only be a month and I think a 4 hr drive, in someone else's car is just too much, and she can't going swimming in a lake, and I'll still be recovering from having her. I told him we just shouldn't go. He said he's going no matter want. Even though that girl is going. I told him he's not going if she is. He's exact words were " shut up you dumb slut" he's never talk to me in such a way. I mean he's disrespectful half of the time, but never like that. I started crying and he made fun of me. I'm so beyond stressed and this is another thing to worry about on top of money issues, and everything else. He didn't seem too interested in going until we found out she would be there . Fml..