today was supposed to be a great day but now my boyfriend is asking me if I'm gonna change my clothes just to go to the doctors appointment.... he's making it seem like I have really nice clothes and it hurts.... he is always pointing out my flaws and everything..... I have never felt so low about myself.... I wish I could fit into cute clothes. but I'm 39 weeks pregnant with only 5 days to go until my due date.... and its hot outside... so yes all I want to wear is a t-shirt and some gym shorts..... :'( but seriously like I'm just hurt....