With everything going on right now , I'm just completely overwhelmed. There's a list of things…

With everything going on right now , I'm just completely overwhelmed. There's a list of things surrounding my life as we speak & I won't get into specific detail . But I can say , that if I can just hold my son in 2 more months & look in his eyes & feel like everything is going to be okayy, I am all for it. 2 more months left of this pregnancy & I'm on edge & stressed out to where I'm having anxiety attacks ! So not good. I just want a better life for my kids . A life I never had . A life where we can just live life as a family . Not saying it'll be perfect cuz I'm all for the ride. I just pray to God each day , that my little boys see their mom happy. Because she went above & beyond to make them happy. Whatever if was , I wanna look into both of their eyes & say "I did that!" & years later when they're too busy being successful, all I can do is look at em & smile. It's really all I ever dream of . 💔💕