so im standing in my kitchen, just standing, and i feel this gush of fluid between my legs.

but im not sure if it was my water or if baby sat on my bladder and i peed myself.

i put a pad on and im carryin about my business trying to see if it happens again. im 39 weeks and SO beyond ready to have this baby. I've been having contractions for the last two days and lower back pain for the last couple hours.

it would be awesome if lil man came today and shared a birthday with mommy 🎉

pretty sure it mightve been an embarrassing birthday pee tho 😅😭