I suffered a horrific 3rd degree tear when giving birth to my son 10 weeks ago, tomorrow I have a…

I suffered a horrific 3rd degree tear when giving birth to my son 10 weeks ago, tomorrow I have a check up at the maternity clinic to check my stitches, does anyone know what will happen? Thanks 😕 hate internals! Hated them in labour although I didn't care at that point lmao!🙈