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Brittany
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*big old personal rant* I'm awake, after only sleeping 5 hours because Payton would not go to sleep until I drove her…

*big old personal rant* I'm awake, after only sleeping 5 hours because Payton would not go to sleep until I drove her round for 30 mins. My husband left for his MRI and to get the rest of our stuff from his buddies house. And I'm stuck at his parents house.... I hate this place. His sister is a POS, I hope the police come get her today (I hate having to worry about our stuff while she's here..) She loves to steal things of value and sell them for drug money or recently tattoo money(like her fathers cell phone, bull dog, mothers ruby earrings, my husbands K.I.A buddies hunting equipment. And she doesn't take care if her 3 kids here. His dad is lazy and doesn't really care much either (his youngest grandson (2yr old) choked on a penny last night in front of him and puked and my husband who had been sleeping had to clean it and when he told him there was more to be cleaned his dad just stared at the TV. And we needed his help today and he woke up an hr and a half after we needed to leave. I think I'll be taking my daughter on a random drive today.. Once my MIL is back with my car (we were supposed to take her van but his dad didn't wake up) ugh I hate being here.. But We are "homeless" with my 6 week old daughter... Talk about feeling like a piece of shit mother right now. I never wanted to be in this situation. I wish my husband never got out of the military fuck he would be deployed right now but it least we'd have a home for our child. 😔

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jess1ca

Jessica P

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damn girl I'm sorry that sounds miserable 😢 I hope you guys are in a position to leave soon

brittanycheri

Brittany

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Thank you, Me too. My husband starts a job next Monday. Hopefully I get the job I interviewed for. Even though they are 2 hours apart from each other. And we are waiting on a lump sum from the army for our last move... That will help dramatically. I'm just super stressed and it's all hitting me and coming to the surface now. @jess1ca

My world stopped I was changing the laundry over and my husband went to use the restroom. Our 20 month was in the room…

My world stopped I was changing the laundry over and my husband went to use the restroom. Our 20 month was in the room with our 10 year old and climbed up on the bed and fell, face first, landing on her head. Our bed is three feet off the ground and our son said she was standing up, so roughly a five foot fall. I ran into the room and she was unresponsive. She didn't take her first breath for 45 seconds. Her eyes were rolled in the back of her head and her entire body was limp. I lost it. I was screaming for my husband to call 911 and was running around looking for my phone. I was screaming to God to protect my baby who laid lifeless in my arms, aside from shallow breaths. I called 911 and was panicking for them to send someone ASAP. My first time ever needing an ambulance and we moved from having a fire station about a football field away to the boonies where we have one neighbor. I didn't know how long it would take for them to get here.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?