36 weeks 1 day. I'm beyond ready to get this chunk out of me. my back, and pelvis can't take no more, my ribs hurt, my bladder hurts, my legs hurt, everything hurts. I'm tired more than usual, I don't want to eat, the bathroom has been my bff since I started my third trimester, I wanna puke up everything I eat bc I get so sick.. this child better know how much I love her, bc she might be the one and only. wanting these last 4 weeks to fly by, but, instead of 27 days, I feel like there are 982651638 days left and I'm gonna be pregnant forever. I hope Thursday gives me some relief, and my OB says she's big enough and I can get her out. ugh. I feel like shit for wanting her out, but, being pregnant has taken a toll on me, I want alcohol and a cigarette.. I definitely didn't sign up for most of what has happened these last 9 months, but, in reality I probably would do it all over again. I'm just ready to sleep on my belly again, & be able to be intimate with my hubby without my belly getting in the way or getting nauseous when we do it, and when I want to go "downstairs".. I would love to be able to see my vagina again. I've missed her. 😂😂😂 been a struggle trying to get my hubby to learn how to help shave her, without cutting me. he's been a trooper though. he dresses me, and ties my shoes, helps me paint my toe nails, even though they look like a three hear old did it, all that matters is the effort, I'm sire gonna miss all the pampering 24/7 bc he's gonna be with our baby more than anything. he said I can wait, his babygirl is the one who needs it most. lol. being pregnant has been hard, but watching my husband mature and get prepared for her has been worth it a million times over. 💜💜💜