Right after giving birth to my daughter, I didn't look at my stomach. a week after giving birth in my bathroom I looked in the mirror and saw that the strech marks has completely took over (worse than this). Looking at my stomach was the trigger that started my depression. I never had strech marks on my stomach, and all i could think was, "How would any man want me when I'm covered in these dark red marks all of my stomach?" Weight and body imagine was a big importance to me growing up. I never could get skinny, I never really tried until last year where I was the skinnest I ever been. Through pregnancy I didn't get strech marks until the last week. I sat in the shower balling my eyes out ashamed of what my body looks like. Crying because I truly thoughtI have lost my beautfy. I didnt feel beautiful anymore. After getting out of the shower I look at my daughter who was sound asleep in her bouncer. Her face restless and beautiful. The feeling I had before vanished. I felt love, because looking at her I realized that I earned those marks. I carried around my beautiful daughter for nine months. I went through the pain of labor and recover, the stress and the depression.
I look at my stomach now and smile. Without these marks I wouldn't have my beautiful Adi. Without these marks I would still be blind. I would still be worried about body imagine, about what others would think if they saw them. Would they call me ugly? fat? disgusting? But the question now running through my mind is Who cares? I love my body the way it is now. I love the way I look. My self confidence is slowly coning back. ❤
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I'm glad it helped @niki664 And thank you very much!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
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Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
Yaaaaaayyyyy 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌