Sometimes I wish I didn't get pregnant so early in my relationship. (Not saying I would take it back…
Sometimes I wish I didn't get pregnant so early in my relationship. (Not saying I would take it back or anything. IT'S A BLESSING) June 1st will be only a year since me and him has been together. I actually didn't get to meet him until September because he was getting out of the army . We did meet ONLINE (so the distance was kinda different for me...talking to someone for 4 months straight never seen him in person only video, txt etc. ) Found out I was pregnant on Thanksgiving 2015. Got a place together in March 2016 . Things are just happening so fast. It's so hard to get to know each other at the same time with me being pregnant. I wish we could of traveled more before all this happened, "party" together lol , & just do couple things. MONEY has been a big issue so far. " It's " never enough. Once I get done paying my bills POOF....my money is gone...can't go do anything that I want too etc. Then him on the other hand he doesn't know how to manage and waste his money on dumb shit like cigs, alcohol etc Then once he runs out he wants me to use my little bit of money that I need to let me stretch until NEXT PAYDAY. I wish he understood where I come from with the money situation . I don't mean to bitch or whatever he wants to call it. He's just not mature enough in the head like me. It's all about PRIORITIES but obviously he doesn't know what that means. he would rather blow it than save it. why blow your money on cigs etc when you can save it for a NICE ROAD TRIP or something. I've never depend on a man. I ALWAYS bought what I needed or want. Now I can't go travel like I use to etc. I just hope when this baby is born. he will bring our family closer together not tearing it apart. I'm ready for him to get here. FINALLY I have someone I can call MY SON. With OUR blood & genes. IT'S AMAZING. BUT SCARY at the same time because it's ALL NEW. Thanks for letting me vent. Yall might understand this paragraph...yall might not haha.
Mimi·
I have a similar situation but I blinded myself to things because I didn't want to be alone anymore I didn't want to party there were so many things that told me to leave then I got pregnant and I suffered slot I wanted to leave but I wanted a family then I lost my baby I suffered and had the chance to leave but then again why start all over I've been dumb and here I am another baby like an idiot I absolutely love her and don't regret her but I regret being a fool you know
Jessica·
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@mimiz, I guess we all go through different situations to make us stronger. He's just so snappy sometimes (he has PTSD , anxiety etc) I just try and be patient with him. I always learn the hard way ! I didn't expect to get pregnant so early in our relationship. but hopefully things will get better if not then I will have to make a decision that I don't want to make. But don't call yourself a fool . We all go through things like that. It's just a lesson learned.
Mimi·
Very true I hope it works out you know