Melody is knocked out, and mommy is having a drink tonight....rough day today, my girl is such an…

Melody is knocked out, and mommy is having a drink tonight....rough day today, my girl is such an angel but my OCD was bad today and my anxiety peaked a few times because of it...and to top it off baby girl got a bad diaper rash outta nowhere today and we had to change her AFTER she fell asleep cuz she pooped in her sleep and we didn't wanna make the rash worse....she cried sooooo hard for the 5 mins it took us both to change it, smother it in coconut oil and get her back on booby....so, I am super wired and stressed even though she's totally over it and knocked out in bed....thus, the drink lol goodnight mommies, she's got an appointment in the morning at 11am for her 9 month wellness check up, so we gotta go to bed lol