Omfg. I'm losing my mind, I swear. SO hasn't had a day off in 2 weeks. Then today he was supposed to help me with cleaning up the clutter of the house before going to work. We have a house cleaner coming tomorrow for the first time. I need help cleaning the stuff that doesn't have a place. Like we don't even know where these things will go, how will she? Nope. He went to work at 11 for a meeting that he didn't even tell me about. Came home, showered and went right back to work. Like fuck me right? She's coming tomorrow at 8am. I'm just sobbing. I have no help around here. Plus his parents are coming to visit this weekend. I'm just fucking losing it guys. There is always an excuse with him. Something is always more important than being here. I feel so sad, isolated and lonely. Depressed, too. PPD is creeping in and even tho I've told him how I'm feeling, work is always more important.
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i am so sorry. I'm sure you've told him plenty of times too and he kinda just brushes you and it off. sometimes men don't think being a full time mom and being the ones who clean and take care of all that stuff is hard. but it isn't easy. it takes a toll especially with the lack of sleep. I guess just do what you can with the clutter that's all you can do. unless you have a good friend or sibling who is willing to lend a hand.
@mamaash, thanks for the support babe. It for sure takes its toll being the primary person looking after the kids and house. I had a friend visiting this past weekend and she said Wow he really has no idea what it takes huh. Like for her to witness what it's like, it felt nice to be recognized! I know he's doing his best but I need his help. He lives here too and I'm not his mom! Ugh. Hardest job of my life.