I think I have Postpartum depression. I love my child don't get me wrong but I just cant bond with him the way I sew other females do it with the little ones! I hate this!
@mommy_of_two_boys23, the worst part is I don't want to tell anyone of my family or close friends I don't want to be judged
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
You shouldn't be afraid to talk to someone about it, anyone would help.. I've heard that can be a terrifying thing to go through and any help would be amazing I'm sure. You don't have to talk to family about it, but maybe your doctor just so in case you can be put on medicine to help.