Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I'm being induced. Baby has no heartbeat. I am numb and just want to die.

I have a quick random question

is it okay that your husband watches porn??

I want to be mad at him but I'm not sure if I should be??

I WANT MY BABY ! 😡 takes 40 weeks??? Seriously though!!! 😩😫 new date given so now I'm 36w2d

I'm a first time mom and wanted to know when did you guys start showing i will be 8 weeks on sunday :)