Today made me realise that my bond with bump is still not improving and I'm due 4 weeks today. My mum asked me if I was excited about having another scan tomorrow and without even a thought I just said no why would I be 😐. Try my hardest to feel better about everything and it's exhausting x
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I swear y’all kill me when people ask questions about THEIR child. If my child is 4m or 5m & I put a little cereal in the bottle it’s nothing wrong with it at all. NOTHING , especially if his doctor already gave me the go ahead. My god, each one teach their own though. it’s 10 am where I am rn , do not come on my post with , articles about whatever. I’ll tell you kiss my ass today.
I really really hate the fact that I got stretch marks on my boobs. And it kinda bothers me when mommas tell me they are something to be proud of because it's my baby tattoos or my proof I was growing a miracle...I'm pretty sure once my son is in this world with me HE will be the proof I grew a miracle inside me. I know they try to make me feel better about it but there really is nothing beautiful about stretch marks! No matter how you put it.
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. Deff thankful for my family atm. I will start to do eBay too . I have stuff i can sell... anything to help out alittle help my husband ... whatever i can do.
Christina·
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@cookedsushi, thank you lovely! I'm going to try and get some rest for tomorrow but I'll probably give you an inbox tomorrow. Could do with a chat with someone that's not my family and biased about what's said lol xxx
Christina·
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@cookedsushi, thank you so much for sharing your experience. I know that everyone goes through things differently and it's really good to hear that if things don't happen straight away I'm not the only person that's taken longer. I'm determined to get there and I know things will be alright. I have my mum to support me but feel like this is still a very long journey ahead. I have a feeling the circumstances I'm having her in are making things a lot harder even when I try not to think about it. I think from now I'll be taking things a day at a time xxx
Lauren 🔥·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (39 нед.)
Hun everyone is here for you don't feel silly! It's perfectly normal some women find it hard to bond etc chin up and think positive xxx 😘😘
Christina·
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Thanks girls. I'm trying to just generally be positive. It seems to be becoming abit harder to do recently. I already work with the infant mental health team and they're great. I just have super hard days. Feel a bit silly about it really. I spend 6/7 days on my own in my room. Think It sends me crazy. Thanks for the support @lauren16 @stephy95 @stephj1449 @raych @daniellejw xxx
Danielle·
Мама дочки (6 лет)
@christina21, don't worry too much Hun I hate begin pregnant hate the feeling but trust me when ur baby is born with in seconds your in love!!! ....if your feeling really bad talk to your midwife xx
Rachel·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
aww hun, it's quite natural! once you have that little bundle in your arms the love will just flow unconditionally. good luck sweet xx
Stephanie Jolly·
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Are you worrying about things or stressing? Sometimes that used to make me feel unconnected to my bump. What helped me was I started actually picturing a baby instead of my bump, talking to him, spending time to sit and rub oil on my belly. It helped a ton! It wil get better xx
Stephanie·
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don't try too hard hun @christina21 it'll come eventually just relax and take it easy, don't worry yourself over it..alot of mums feel the same. I'm sure by the time your wee one comes you will feel different :) xxx
Lauren 🔥·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (39 нед.)
@christina21, inbox me if you wanna chat 😘xxx