the last 6 monthes have been hard... but we have survived and hopefully part of the hard times are over... we have had to sell stuff that we were wanting to keep... had to borrow money... got our truck repoed... barely made it on food.... scraped up pennies for gas.... barely were able to pay utilities some times and even rent... it has been rough to say the least but we have made it through that and once he gets hired on full time we will be in a good spot :-) I love him more than he knows and he works so hard to provide for us... cant wait ro be able to but stuff for Justin!! so far we have a car seat and a baby gate lol baby steps but that's better than nothing