I try to keep my posts positive, but I just need a moment to get something out.
I'm drained. I've been emotional the past few days because I'm just tired. The school year is almost over-only 5 more days! It's been such a crazy, busy month at school that I'm ready for summer, but at the same time, I'm not ready to say goodbye to my kids.
We're moving in a few weeks and I haven't done anything to prepare. By the time I get home or I have time to do things on the weekend, I have no energy or motivation.
And I'm emotionally drained from my younger brother's unplanned, premarital pregnancy. I was excited for my little boy to be the only grandbaby for my parents and now he's going to have a cousin only a few months behind him. I know it's selfish and immature, I pray alot about my feelings toward my brother's fiance and the niece or nephew I'll have (I want to be excited!) , but it's draining to deal with.
And I'm not sure what's going to happen with my summer job or whether a door will open for me to work from home to pay on my student loans when Flynn comes in August. I need to have a job and the 2 doors I thought would be open are now closed. I've prayed for a way to earn at least $550 a month to cover my loans. I just need to wait and know God will provide something somehow.
I had a break down today. I just needed to cry it out, and my husband let me. He's amazing and so great. But I feel so guilty for having this stuff overwhelm me and it's all he hears about. I literally talk about my body or the baby 24/7 and I don't mean to, I know it gets old, but I know he gets annoyed with it. Even though he hasn't said anything.
I just want to sleep without having to worry about anything. I want pure peace with my husband and not have it involve the baby. I want to maintain a healthy marriage even though we have a family now. If we don't take care of ourselves and our relationship, what will hold our family together?
I just need to make it for about 3 more weeks. I'm praying for strength, peace and wisdom. It's just hard. #babye #flynnpaul #twentysixweeks
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Hugs to you! I understand what you mean about a lot of things you said. Don't feel too bad about your feelings. Every single thing will work out and I'm sure your Husband understands.
i completely understand where you're coming from. the last few weeks have been emotionally draining for me as well and about two days ago I realized i just have to let it be and rely on God and my husband and as long as we believe everything is taken care of we have to release everything and be strong for the little human inside of us
*I'm just looking for others perspectives*
I want to have my son circumcised, my husband who is uncircumcised does not want our son to get the procedure. I don't know much about the difference because I'm a woman, we don't have a religious preference to do it, just I'm just curious about what others plan on doing for their son!
Guys if I was looking at a place to rent on Craigslist and I go to click on the ad again and this pops up does that mean it's a scam?? I need to know because my boyfriend and I have been talking to the person !!
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
We made it to the hotel, we have about 3 hours until the storm enters Georgia. From all the updates...we most likely wont have a home to go back to after this is all over. I'm going to continue to pray, at this point I just want us to survive this. I know I already said it but please keep my babies & I in your prayers.
Hello mommies ! I have a question . I'm wondering if it's a good idea to get my son circumcised. My mom says it won't hurt them ,but I just want to know if it's a good idea .
Thank you ladies! Today was alot better. One day at a time! @lovingbabykadence @newmommy72816