i cant wait until this pregnancy is over. it has been a toll on my body. im only 4months. i cant…

I know how you feel this is my 3rd as well and it's put my body thru hell the further along I get the worse I'll be 38 weeks tuesday scared to death something might happen but excited to hold him in my arms soon

@aidensmomma1980, everything will be fine dont worry. i have b12 defficiency as well as iron and vitamin d defficiencys. i have everything really low right now. so my doctors are worried 2 but im taking my vitamins and doing my shots so atleast i wont get worse. i also have ankylosing spondylitis that caused my scoliosis. so im not looking fwd to all the back pain. i knw its gonna b so bad. this is def my last. my other pregnancies i was younger so even though i was going thru alot i could handle it more. now everything is worse. n i just had gastric sleeve as well so i barely eat or drink. its really hard. i been crying so much. especially yesterday. i cried for like 3 hours. until i woke my husband up and he calmed me down n rubbed my head n all n i knocked out. my 2 csections were hella scary. and my gastric sleeve my lungs collapsed. so im worried bout that 2. this is my hubbys first but hes raising my girls. so he says they are all his n more than enough. that he hates seeing me suffer. im still throwing up and have days i cant eat or drink. its been horrible. but worth it. cuz i was able to give him one of his own. i really wanted that. hes so good to me and hes such a great father. omg im so sorry im like ranting here. lol. i been so emotional

it's ok lol you've bee. through alot you are a very strong person to go through that ! same here with my so my 2 girls are from someone else now im.able to bless matt with his own so I totally understand that : )@lorraine2014