so been having issues with my baby daddy

long story short he been doing and and his x the entire time we was together

he left me for here while im 36 weeks pregnant

i found out everything Sunday

yes im sad yes i miss him

yesterday i paid him to cut my 3 boys heads and my dads head

i send $ by my son and went to my room

later i texted him saying thank you and he like i could of spoke

wtf i need to speak for