I'm so tired. And hurting so much. I'm scared and just done with it all. How am supposed to trust…

I'm so tired. And hurting so much. I'm scared and just done with it all. How am supposed to trust anyone besides my SO with my daughter when I learn how much crap they're saying? We have people that stabbed us in the back trying to get in our good graces again by sending us everything that led to us finding out what was happening. And while they're trying, it isn't helping me at all. There is MONTHS of conversations behind this, bad mouthing us, making plans behind our backs, even remarks made wishing bad luck on me and my daughter, and so much worse. There's an all out expression for her demise and harm, and some towards me. But so much ill wishes for her, when she's an innocent child not even born yet. From them wishing I'd miscarry or that they'd cause it. To wishing I'd go into preterm labor and her not survive it. To flat out saying they'd like to kill me and her. I'm so broken and crying. I don't care if it was 2 months ago it was seriously talked about. It was ONLY 2 months and it happened at all. I've never wanted to just leave and not look back so badly before. Not leave a number or anything, just what we can fit in the car and go. I don't care that I don't have the money to get far, or that I'd have to leave most of Jazmin's things behind. I want to go where they'll never get a chance to even see her at all.