RANT.

I fuckin hate that I got pregnant by and insignificant asshole I love my daughter and I'm so grateful that God blessed me with a child but I'm so tired of every month being heartbroken by a negative test I have a man who stands behind me and takes care of me take care of my daughter and cares for her every need nine months of trying going onto 10 and still nothing I'm going fucking crazytrying to not think about it every month it's so hard when it's something you really really want I don't know and I don't understand how somebody strong women on here I've gone 2 to 3 years trying to conceive I'm going crazy and hasn't been a full year I don't know what I'm going to do I'm going to fucking lose all my marbles