I've probably have had the worst day of my life. dealing with your father the past 2 weeks have torn me apart, broken me down, made me feel unwanted and made my suicide thoughts come back.. but overall the way you look at me everyday gets me by. you are my savior from the bad in myself. you are my motivation to get through the day without crying my eyes out. my motivation to start back at work even when I can't. my motivation to give you the best life a mother could give since your dad wont.. you are my everything and because of you I am still here on earth where I belong with the love of my life. YOU. you will never completely understand everything but I am thankful I had you, thankful your dad gave me you as my mother's day gift, thankful you are my heart and soul. I love You baby boy. even if me and your dad aren't together mommy will always be here for you no matter what bullshit happens.
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Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana.
Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋
1/1/18-...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Rave!!!
So I was taking my 3 hour nap today, and I woke up to the baby flutters. That made my day and I have no school tomorrow!!!!! Thank you baby for making your mommy happy!!! Ugh I had a bad day but feeling the flutters was the highlight of my day (:
Hello this is Ceiamaria husband Mac I told a lot of you that when I knew what happened too my bestie the love of my life it is being said that she had an enlarged heart and again I’m thinking you all your prayers and thought are being felt thank you
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