Okay now I need to rant:

Well today I was with my baby's dad and I jst wanted to punch him in the face not only Bc jst looking at him makes me so mad & want to cry at the same time ! But Bc yesterday I saw his step mom & we talked and she mentioned something that I'm glad she did but it kinda made me wanna go crazy on him ! But I tried so hard to be clam today , he did piss me off Bc the whole point of me being with him today was so he can be in the room while I get my sonogram done and he chose to not go in! That really made me upset & when I was done he wasn't even in the waiting room he was outside like seriously ! And when he dropped me off he said call or message me later ! So I fell asleep called when I woke up then I ate earlier then text and called and nothing so I purposely messaged him in fb Bc it shows what time he read the message and still nothing like I feel like he's asking to jst get pushed outta my son & my life !!