I'm feeling extremely depressed. I just want to get away but have no where to go. Just drive around and not go home for a few hours. I don't want to be anywhere near my fiance. I can't seem to speak with him lately without arguing. He's making me feel like I shouldn't even be here anymore. And I know I shouldn't feel this way, and its not healthy. But I do feel this way. I wish I had some where to go. Just sit in my car by the creek, for a few hours I guess. Me being pregnant and him arguing and screaming at me is okay with him I guess. he's been causing my stomach to tighten up and ache. maybe I should just go to the hospital and not tell him. just stay there for the night. maybe him worrying would be a good thing.