I am so hurt by my spouse. I am on the road to divorce for real. I don't know how much more I can…

I am so hurt by my spouse. I am on the road to divorce for real. I don't know how much more I can take . he wants to hang with his friends 247 never have time for his family . I am beyond pissed. I have to sit here and carry his kids, but he never has time for us. ( child support here I come) I am so tired of this shit