When I found out I was pregnant I was so scared and depressed because Im diabetic and I lost 2…

When I found out I was pregnant I was so scared and depressed because Im diabetic and I lost 2 babies due to my sugars being out of control so carrying this baby had me depressed because I didnt know the outcome of my baby health so i didnt allow my self to get emotionally attached to this pregnancy.. my way of preparing for the worst but I had my ultrasound last Friday and when that Dr told me my baby was healthy I cried tears of joy and relief.. I gave my situation to Allah left it in his hands and to know i will be meeting my son i been on cloud 9 every since i been trying so hard to do right and it feels so good to get good results