I can't stop crying. i had my baby 34 weeks he is in the nicu . he is doing great but i have a 2 year old and she is great. i cant afford her day care right now since im not working and my dad can watch her but i feel bad . like im burdening my family. my husdand is an ass and tells me i should not stay at tne hospital and i should watch my own daughter is it wrong to want to be with my newborn? i am home tonight with my daughter but i feel bad i can't be in both places and i just feel terrible.