Got my appointment made with the fetal medicine place tomorrow. Said it will be a 3-4 hour…

Got my appointment made with the fetal medicine place tomorrow. Said it will be a 3-4 hour appointment. I have so many mixed emotions! I just want them to tell me the funneling isn't that bad and I don't need the surgery and my babies will be just fine. Then again part of me wants them to just do the cerclage procedure so I know for sure im closed up and don't have to rely on weekly check ups. Ugh! My only source of optimism is feeling these babies kick me throughout the day. Even though im not being as strong as I'd like to be they are reminding me how strong they already are!