@neira_nene I totally hear you. I got overwhelmed last week. Tried to talk to my boss, but she just said that I must be depressed or anxious and I need to get on meds. One bad day doesn't constitute a prescription. Drinking is how I escape sometimes too. I was on my period so I didn't need to worry about if I was or was not pregnant. Hang in there. The ladies on here are great for support.

I havent been working since january. my bf is supporting me by paging all the bills. the job i really wanted called me today to tell me that they choose someone else. my period never came. pregnancy test say negative and i just want to drink my sorrows away but if im pregnant that wouodnt be good. I'm just emotionally tired of life. @ttc.at.38

Did you want to share further? I'd love to offer you support.